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Seven years ago I was asked by a friend if I was "religious and if I believed in God?" As a (formerly) practicing agnostic I quickly answered:"no." However, I defended myself by explaining that I lived my life according to universal principals of "right and wrong" (as I understood them). Because I believed that our deeds create a lasting effect on the world, I felt confident in my everlasting future. In other words, I wasn't worried about there being a heaven or not. I told my friend that when I die, I am banking on knowing that my impact on the world will be ever lasting. My "heaven" will ultimately be the creation of the the sum total of all my actions.
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I will never forget my friend's response: he looked at me with glassy eyes, and told me how deeply spiritual I was. I didn't see it. It took five more years to see what he meant. Such was the inspiration of the following poem I wrote.
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Heaven4 L: M1 _ F8 y" ]8 m* ^, `
The pebble is worn smooth
3 m4 Y+ _. X6 @" D4 Z Made small over time
8 j8 I$ b; V. e A product of a cataclysmic force of nature5 I" W! k# V% T& n9 u D
A fragment of mountainous sheets of rock9 f+ O! K8 { B
An accidental offspring of a boulder
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The pebble's place in our world + h4 H( c. b% N' Y$ l8 q
Is neither understood nor appreciated
6 K v" l9 d/ Z! o) W" E6 u But when thrown into a glassy calm pond
* ]! U1 h; u+ }% @# U2 o Its insignificance is transformed4 }2 i$ p2 J% u4 [$ K) |" H
Its meaning and purpose is unleashed.
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7 V k# y3 z8 u! G5 E& U0 u9 K The instant the pebble kisses the pond4 {5 d; I3 @1 ^4 A
Its signature of concentric ripples ; e7 s7 i+ ]% h: v0 V0 c! N. ^
Spiral outwards
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Gently affecting everything in its wake+ j. b# [ S- S4 Y3 K1 g Q/ S6 p# Y' d
Forever altering the smooth placid surface.
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The pebble creates its worth and meaning 9 W8 }! y8 }; X E
By unleashing its unimagined power?
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Creating karmic energy5 I7 r9 S! T2 X$ |. j& a' ~9 Y7 S
Producing lasting and fluid impressions.
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Aren't we all pebbles?
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But ultimately recognizing
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Can never be measured in isolation4 S% ?* r' k+ o2 c" S
on a path into ourselves.
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It is true then:
# `3 l' ]+ u! o4 O( P$ P" Z7 I Our everlasting future
2 I$ T j. ~7 U2 K7 @$ o- M Is created by the indiscriminate tossing of pebbles- X. M" P( H) g7 _0 F2 M; ^
Into the pond of life6 }/ }7 C/ q% {8 g, R1 E2 X0 V
Creating ripples * B# r0 |+ [8 c4 \9 K" c
that leave unique mark on our world
& g; D8 y2 ?7 |; M8 F: g( A Not because of thoughts
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( l1 U ^9 Y$ Y( `; |! \" v0 Y But because of actions. 0 q+ f- u( v. b" K( P8 \
4 \1 i5 |% W0 ?1 T4 b Our life's prayers our answered
. c C) g: Z1 q. q Because even the smallest pebble
6 ]/ [. l" \# U& C2 l No matter how seemingly insignificant
2 w0 }$ n5 L( {, A; d9 X4 T3 t Changes the course of the lives
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And when the icy winds of death
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With the knowledge that
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The world will never be the same.
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And then we have heaven …4 k7 O0 @. D ]8 t- B
5 g- U) E( ~- }1 a; `* Y8 | Ross Rosenberg( Q9 ]* H0 r0 ~% F! k& D9 Y
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