Farewell Wei An (continued)

lzpmnzlvw · 发表于 2010-6-27 09:16

He always wanted to know whether she was listening to Paganini. Sometimes, he thought he should suddenly come to the right, she said, Wei An, a cup of coffee. If it is her. Evil and innocent she looked up to see him, it seems ill with her usual smile. If not her, then she will be turned away. However, he wanted to stay a bit longer to see her. Relaxed and assured. He can control the outcome of this game. Weekend, the company meet the bar. Joe came over and asked him to dance. Joe said, you still remember my lips. She Ce Zhaolian his smile in the shadows. He hugged her, discovered she had drunk hazy. JOHN came to grab Joe's arms, you drunk, I take you home. The company's colleagues know that JOHN's secret crush on Joe. Although Joe has a boyfriend, photographer working in the UK.
JOHN
Joe pushed the hand. Xunran her cheeks rose-like V in his shoulder. Her bright eyes wide open to see him. Lin, and I dance. He looked around embarrassed JOHN. He dragged her to the bar. It is already midnight. Elevator in a small apartment, she looked up again asked him if he remembered her lips. He looked at her impassively. And then suddenly pushed her to the elevator door. He kissed her roughly. She said softly, I have not ****。 He has two years to the United Kingdom. I do not have any men ****。 Her lips began to deteriorate lipstick. As darkness was burning with the petals. Can not be controlled. He does not remember and she had done several times. Finally in a state of trance into a deep sleep.
in her touch in his wake. He once again that she would. Her face twisted with pain and Qi Yan expression. She whispered to beg him. He pulled up her long hair. Tell me, you do not love me. He heard the voice of his numb. Her shame and joy, looked up and she was the flower in full bloom in the face. I will not give any trouble you. Lin. You are free. Her tears fell from his eyes.
his fingers trembling a bit. The temperature of the dark tears beyond his memory.
evening incident occurred in the subway station. Subway roaring time, a middle-aged man suddenly flying leap to orbit. Emergency brake noise and screaming in the air stagnant. He caught in the chaos of the crowd,christian louboutin shoes, looked to see the location of things. Bright red blood was sprayed. He saw a pale hand and gently spread out there. Nothing to seize.
out of the crowd when he saw the black girl, her ears stuffed with headphones. Far stood. Look like if nothing had happened. He was the exit channel. He suddenly felt empty stomach are burning. Openings will rush to the sun so that he blink. He turned to go back again. Night, he had just discussed and Wei An end of life. He may never see her again. He saw the girl came. He calmly waiting for her to come to his side. Then he said, Wei An,abercrombie hoodies, a cup of coffee.
girl that day wearing a black turtleneck sleeveless cotton T shirt. Issued a long list of Yinzhuo wrist crash crisp sound. Eyes painted the silver glitter. IN this summer,designer replica handbags, most girls make-up. Her left eye tears underneath a light brown mole. She raised her face to see him. She did not laugh. But my name is VIVIAN. She said.
her voice is some sand. Feeling of stillness.
he took her to his shop every morning to buy coffee. HAPPY CAFE. He asked her what kind you like to drink coffee. She said, CAPPUCOINO. His taste is Italian ESPRESSO. He does not mind this small difference. He said that the man is definitely dead. Girl fingers lightly stroking the white cups containing coffee. Death is a very normal thing. Maybe he just unemployed. Perhaps he is facing a divorce. Perhaps he deceived. Maybe he is just tired.
girl put her headphones back in the bag. She said that if he endure that moment, he could cup of aromatic coffee.
VIVIAN at an advertising company doing graphic design. They have some arbitrary date. Often is HAPPY CAFE. She called him a coffee man. Because he can not do without such a gloomy life of bitter liquid.
he finally figure out that she listen to music. Not Paganini. But BEN bass saxophone.
She is a unique girl. Face used to have that kind of indifferent expression. Drink coffee with him,ed hardy shirts, she would be very small. Sometimes he put his hand covering her fingers. He gently stroked her fingertips that part of the skin. She raised her eyes, looked at him faint smile.
he take her to Haagen Dazs. Take her Manabe, Japan at that coffee shop Huating road. Take her TIMEPASSAGE. All he had talked to over the Internet on Weian place. Dark and light, he looked at her brown eyes blinking tears sinking mole. He did not want to kiss her lightly. She insisted he had to call her VIVIAN. She said, I do not want to do you think of that person. You are really a very selfish man. You know.
Maybe. He thought. Selfish man would 29 years like a day to wear cotton shirt and tie shoes with turned down. KENZO the Qing Caowei bottle of perfume to buy the 500ML. He used his own feelings. The world around you is far from consistent with his dream. He then met Wei An online. He remembered the white subway girl fingers gently on the coffee sub-on look.
him: If tomorrow is the end, you meet me you will
Security: No
him: Why
Safety: feeling we may pass every day, and perhaps will never met before
security: some of the world to maintain its mysterious ways.
and adults, we need rules of the game.
week he went to Joe's apartment once or twice. Joe beat him if the phone. Joe is very aware of their status. At her boyfriend returned from England before they are lonely and desire to fill each other. Of course, they can be separated at any time.
she gave him dinner. Sometimes wake up at midnight to see around the sleeping man. His face is handsome. Usual cold face appeared warmth during sleep. Like a naive child. Men eat and sleep, is a lovely moment. Respond to their vulnerable side of human nature sweet.
She stroked him gently. She knew that their bodies Chi Chan for too long. So the soul further and further away. Or maybe she did not always have control over his soul. She remembered him in the elevator door chewing cherry petals look. Distribution of light and his body displaced the flowers. His eyes looked sad. When a girl that she is not easy to understand the man,herve leger skirts, she would love him. Joe, too.
Joe found himself unable to decide to be strong. Try to ask him, if there is a baby. Joe carefully looked into his eyes. His eyes are cold. He said, you have to be careful. This is not what should happen.
however. Joe stroked his soft fingers. If you have it. He looked at her motionless. He said, do not give you my trouble. Please keep in mind. VIVIAN. He told her softly. She looked to one side to look at questions of gentle expression. Open the station platform in the subway, subway roar of voices far away. He believes this is her, and he played a game. Is now in control of this game started to change the role.
if she admitted she was Wei An. Then she is. If she does not recognize. Then she is at least VIVIAN. In the late-night chat, he front of a monitor, to hear their fingers Jianpanshangqiao hit sound. Lonely voice. As if the blood vessel in crest. Her emergence of the language of a sentence. A sentence to disappear. All end at any time.
goodbye when they began to kiss good night. She marked with an asterisk. When his cold. He said to her when he felt some cold. She said that a good sleep, good. Then, as the type QUIT. All terminate. VIVIAN girl of his fingertips. At least part of his fantasies on her. Love is the case, but also the illusion. Make him temporarily forget his desire body in the Joe. Those shameless cold desire.
he said I want to tell you CAPPUCIONO production methods. The deep-roasted coffee into the cup. Add sugar and a tablespoon of fresh cream. Then sprinkle some lemon. Orange slice can be. And then the cinnamon. VIVIAN smiled. You can go to CAFE working. So professional. He said, I graduated from college, most want to work in the cocktail bar and coffee. Night silence and confusion. Is his favorite time. Pretty girl sitting alone in a corner of the bar smoking. The aroma of coffee mixed with tobacco and perfume. People thought the murder of record stood Paganini. Feel free to do. Can be caught.
then sleep during the day. And the isolation of the world under the sun.
but the reality does not allow only learned he had such a life. Every day he braved the sun in the city, walking through steel and concrete. I was like the dark man. He said. He gently in the sun narrowed his eyes.
the world once again forced him to appear naked under the sun. In a flash of light seemed to him vanished. Burning feeling that pain. When Joe said to him in the elevator door, she and her boyfriend broke up in the UK, she had children. All waiting for the elevator company colleagues there. Not unaware of the hidden secrets between him and her. But Joe is to loud to let them know. He was her responsibility. He must be responsible for her. JOHN came face complex that, let us eat candy forest earlier. Colleagues with a smile began to laugh.
he stood there quietly. His eye irritation and dizziness. He was forced to feel the mood of disgust.
this day is the 24-year-old Joe's birthday.
the evening sky abnormal dark. He tried to control myself. Out of the subway car after the HAPPY CAFE buy hot coffee drink. Joe opened up his cell phone. She said that at night you come. He did not speak in silence. After the woman became caught in silly infatuation. He was tired of her stupidity. Where he heard her cry. She said to me you died but you see. She hung up the phone.
he never thought of marriage. This is ridiculous. Joe violation of the rules of their game.
I will not give you any trouble. She said. Then she bent. He began to miss Wei An. He had met her five days without the Internet. She elusive. This is a bad day. He thought. He said to her online,chaussures tn nike, I'm not happy. Wei An. Then Weian will play a question mark. Tacit agreement with their usual way. She was always to leave enough room for each other. She is so smart ice.
night he was online waiting for Wei An. He was a little cold coffee. Eyelid Dodo to jump. Tonight he had a premonition that she would not have. He was tortured inside the collapse of loneliness. He began to think of Joe warm body. He just needs her body. Not all. 11, he turned off the computer. He put on his cotton shirt, gray socks and shoes department with the turn down. The empty street, street lamp just pale. He stopped at a TEXI, went straight to Joe's apartment.
small elevator still hot. Reminded him of that wild night. Joe Rose's face as Xunran heart in his hand blooming flower. A certain time, they like solitude, so need each other. But he did not love her. There are 10 percent of his heart of love. But it does not belong to this world. When Joe opened the door, the room was dark. They silently in the dark staring a few seconds. Then he closed the door backhand. The same as an animal brutally pushed her silence and turned on the wall.
Why is happiness so short
perishable. When he left her body, he was at heart a casting haze of confusion and helplessness. Only this moment is not alone. No clear sense of the world. It did not despair. Then Joe opened the lights. He stopped his eyes in disgust. He said, I hate the light, you know. She said we should talk about the clear. Nothing to talk about. Weary, he lay on the bed eyes closed. I'm tired, I want to sleep. Joe stubbornly turned his body. Her eyes are swollen. She is really not beautiful. She said, I love love you. Lin. Her eyes looked at him empty and sad. Do not say such nonsense. He said. You can marry JOHN, married to any man want to marry you. But I can give you just these.

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