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xpqaudjwh · 发表于 2010-6-15 09:08

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there are so few days, that door has been closely related, and the house had also been no bright lights, Pa in the door I look, even can not see anything inside. On several occasions, I even Shijin close to the ear, surprisingly did not hear any movement. I began to fear, fear that they moved quietly to.

I even started to complain about, why not take the time to say hello. I know what to do in the room pacing up and down, blasted the tear with the pillow, hard pounding the keyboard, reads some very harsh words, looked at with contempt for everything around them.

I found that I had not so emotional over a long time, even many years I should say not so emotional up. I suddenly sad together. What seems to have lost something precious, it seems that someone had stolen a part of my heart. I began to curse, abuse began, began to hate the world.

every day I stood in the doorway, looking forward to standing in front of me was suddenly laughing, I can not help pointing to the door, hope to see the inside, revealed a faint glowing yellow halo of light. However, several days, are not.

I finally found a that a little bit or go? repetitious with the landlord. I said I want to rent the storage room. Landlord looked at me surprised: you want to live? I frowned and said: I want to put the sofa. The landlord seems a little embarrassed: When do you want to rent? I am surprised that the: Is it also living Why? Is not empty what it is? Landlord wrote: what about the migrant workers expire next month.

Suddenly I kind of sense of joy,christian louboutin shoes, can not go? I stammered a saying: that next month I rent!

so I go through that door, I was a bit happy, because I seem to see the inside scoop dish pans the sound of collision, because it seemed I could hear them whispering.

day, I sleep very early, I am in fact not trapped. But I was lying on the bed early, I stared and looked at the ceiling, once thought to someone knocking on my door.

burst open the door of the voice alarmed me, though it sounds small, yet mosquito "buzzing" sound great, but the last few days I have acquired a pair of intelligent ears. I shabu get up from bed, and rushed out.

woman looked at me as soon as they grind Kaimen Sheng, scared standing there no more. I was embarrassed,tn air max, hastened to cover up their own kind of excitement: back? How these days are not in? Back to the home of the What? Woman looked me quite a while, hesitant to say: still up it, Sister. No, it does, not go back. This is something a few days.

not her first smile, talk to me, is the first time not too much what to say, I entered the room every day that a close watch on the storage room.

I froze there for a long time, long before I could react. I suddenly want to cry, is that a little aggrieved, been a bit cold to pay a lot of enthusiasm after the upset. But I did not cry out, nor tears, I just close the door, turned on his computer and started wandering around aimlessly.

night, I heard she was one busy late, Dinglinger do not know when the grind is something to cook or clean up.

heard that the house had heard the sound of a person, I am suddenly very strange, what about men?

I'm alone and together, feel the terrible loneliness, especially those next to the monotonous movement, I began to feel completely whole body cold.

I suddenly realized: the original one is so melancholy, so sad and desolate. I wrapped in his pajamas, but still can not dispel the midnight solitude. . (9)

She seemed a little embarrassed, at the door for a long time, no knock on the door, and no means to leave, head down, as if thinking about how the openings.

In fact, for those simple words yesterday, a little cold in the south of this city, nothing, courtesy seem extravagant, perfunctory is everyone around them for granted attitude. But I could see that she could not cope with such a person between the cold and boring strangers. Perhaps, she thought, here is the same as my family. However, she simply, how can you imagine what a lot of time in their native place and people are not friendly whatsoever.

I take the initiative to open the door and went out, looked at her, waiting for her first opening.

she heard the door ring, suddenly lifting the head, eyes a little bit scared, a little embarrassed delight. She smiled, and I obviously see her eyes red, swollen, and there are signs of crying.

her slight nod: Sorry Sister, normally you take care of us very, yesterday, I feel bad, not good for your attitude, you do not worry. I have something to rush out, nothing else, and I left. . .

she turned to me and pulled her. The first time I did like the tone of a friend asked: the losers in the?

she was stunned, and tears, like son, like a broken string, Pilipala the fall, all the grievances, depression, and heart pain, all with tears pouring down. . . I have no protection against her about lying in my shoulder and cried aloud. I did not refuse the ring gently took her, thinking about how much might this be able to share some of her great suffering.

she could go on, I learned that her husband in the hospital.

he had done salesman husband, but because of the nature of stiff, not good at communication, so the performance has been poor, had to resign, and find another of temporary manual labor were doing. As the constitution, it is very good with food every day and very tired that day, go to work, not accidentally falling bricks and broken head, was admitted to the hospital. Originally thought that it Suangong Shang, the unit will be reimbursement of medical expenses, but not both units and brought him fired. Savings are spent, and she had to pack back pack, and then to bring her husband back from recovered from his wounds.

I took out a card for her to get some money, for the time being used, and she would not life and death, it ran quickly ran down the stairs.

afternoon she and her husband came back, her husband's head wrapped in gauze, weakly look, see me, or out of the smile. Hunan lotus seeds watched his thin face, I seem to feel that he looks not so insignificant, though humble, very spiritual; though timid, very strong. I back him a smile, this time, I laugh really really, very carefully.

that day, all day, I feel very good. This is what I came to this city so much fun the first time, for the first time such a heart of laughter, for the first time depends on whether you laugh so serious.

day, I saw his face, the mask fell, naked before me, bare dense white teeth weak moans,juicy couture handbags, unable to struggle, unable to cry.

but me, so casual, pick up the lighter, lit it.

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I cautiously knocked the door of their house, woman was not at home, went to work, men trembling at the door, silly smile at me, I do not know how to make the door.

I do not mean to go on it straight in at the door, the same as chat, like with family and friends began to talk: What is the name of your unit? On what basis your work is not injured by medical bills for work-related injuries? What are the reasons they fired you? In accordance with the "Labor Law" You have the right. . . . . . . . Even before I finished, he smiled foolishly, interrupted: I know, I have been to college, I also understanding, but useless! "Labor Law" might really be able to protect the legitimate rights and interests of your white-collar workers, but for a migrant workers, there are no security to speak of. What means to protect? Who gave you protection? Whom to discuss your claim? What this body, that body had been,hollister clothing, and worn nothing more than taking, not nobody! To unit owners hired thugs who are not disabled you hit lucky, and besides, to suffer Dayton beat, and finally see the doctor or his own pocket, but not worth. Forget it, I think, and who let the social status of Zan much to complain too!

hear his sigh, those who listened to his words, I seem to feel their childish, society is cruel, life is cruel. Those migrant workers every year to discuss the newspaper to wage anti-beaten, dry living wage arrears, nobody injured by the scenes of news surfaced in my eyes. I suddenly began to clear, society is like this, you let that go there to discuss a weak argument, you let the bottom of such a society of people, what is to protect their own interests?

I no longer words, I felt the language feeble, I am a poor vocabulary, I also feel their ideas are not real naive.

I am a bit weak in the dark in the sighed, raving like to say: the outside community so helpless, so hard, or go back, then so much humiliation and suffering, than go back to the dignity of age there is more poverty days.

he smiled, laughing a bit helpless. He raised his head, looking away, seemed to himself: to go back? Go back to how to do? In any case the fees owed to repay, not yet, how do countries? Countries most in need of help in my time out of his hand, I can not ungrateful, 做人要厚道! Moreover, there are younger siblings in school at home, elderly parents, and poor health, do not make money, how for the siblings? How to support father and mother?

做人要厚道! Having heard this,polo ralph lauren femme, I was stunned, a life so difficult person, a reduced to the bottom of society who actually also thinking country, even the principle of life than those of us who are dressed noble. I began to feel that seems to become smaller, and some humble.

my eyes wide open, looking at him, there is fear that has been staring at his eyes, ears drifting across the whole of his Road to the words of those who faint:

rural real poor, many people have said, poor hygiene is also so much? In fact, why had a still birth to a? Who wants to have to raise so many children poor, more pressure, but no way. Forced to, ah! In rural areas, old people, not the ability to work it, it would start to raise a leisure class, no old-age insurance for the elderly in rural areas, not any social welfare, nor any living. If not many students their own children, old and after the two had a child could not afford the old, it has not starved to death, so he had a few more students, divided light burden. Old age is not raising children in rural areas to the traditional!

every rural parents want their children showing great promise, but want to change the fate of the university entrance exam is only one way out, but the university is very expensive, so long as there is a university at home, the whole family to suffer, along with Zaguomaitie's for the. However, university graduates are now working hard to find, especially in reading the school is not good, professional and well, more difficult to find; did not get to university diploma equivalent to any unit of people to see your academic certificates should not only can become migrant workers.

Speaking of which, he was helpless shook his head, forced the simmering mouth, not words.

I did not speak, I do not know what to say, because it is a small child living in the city can not be imagined, so I choose silence. Only silence.

noon, I called the two fast food, I have a client to him, he said nothing at all. I pretended to get angry: What I bother you a morning, so you do not have a good rest, you eat fast food be sorry! His decline can not afford to, have to take later.

I know of a fast food, too miserly, but I know that if something is too extravagant, how he is willing to accept?

night, came back late woman, tired of a fatigue. I hear men say: I give you leave a delicious, you hungry, eat fast. Woman insisted that eaten not as a man to eat, because men are injured, need nutrition. Listen to push them onto others. My Yankuangshirun the.

I know, I was wrong, I really did not understand their love of each other, their love is double, ah! And how have the heart to a man who pocketed one they think is a good thing, and let the other Yanzhao saliva watched it?

day, I finally know: a multiple of two great loves, great, great. I do not see it so marginal, it is impossible to understand the meaning
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good man finally got up slowly, so he fully recovered, I asked a friend to find him the work were a little lighter, although they make little money, but after all, is better than the previous. They couple with hearts full of gratitude do not know how many times said: Thank you. Although I have said repeatedly that a task, but they went on to say thank you. Have some shame, I get up.

month later, the men and women came tugged elated I walked out, I did not find out how going on, they took me pull out the door. Until downstairs, I was engaged in understanding, that men wages, and insisted me to dinner. Hehe I laughed and said: You are welcome, and are away from home, should take care of each other, and eat the free instead. But they stubbornly hold me, non-requested can not be said: No, please, in love to reason or compassion. I am also a firm do not look at the way, they both anxious: Are you afraid of us with enough money, not to watch what I brought several hundred. Would go to money or talking. Simple and honest look at their lovely, I'm really decline, however, had to be up.

me while walking, while thinking: how to enable them to please me, and gained their wish, but also for them to save money. I think the most expensive restaurants in Guangzhou, noodle shops.

So I pretended thought for a long look: I know what good a place to eat, I like to eat. Lanzhou noodle bar as we go. Stay for the two of them first, then say: that how to live? How can you eat a bowl of noodles then? Say what you have dinner, good.

I deliberately looked very angry: I would like to eat ramen, If you sincerely ask me, ask me to eat ramen, and if eating something else, I can not happy.

the two of them to see me angry, and had agreed with, saying: everything is according to me.

to a noodle restaurant, I ordered a bowl of beef noodles, a bowl of male hormone, and a bowl of beef. Ramen was served when such a man to the biggest bowl of noodles with beef pushed in front of me, to another bowl of beef in the end to his wife, his own little bowl is a bowl of pigment.

looked at me puzzled look, the men quickly explained: I like a vegetarian. Not long before the wound well, everybody eats meat's on the wound well, plain good.

fact, I know, this is simply whether the wound, and I know that he is to save money, but he was not ill-treat a friend, so can only be hard on myself.

looked at his big mouth to eat,cheap nfl jerseys, watching his wife kept in the folder to his beef bowl, watching the couple you keep the folder you gave me meat, meat my folder to you; my voice stuck in there, do not go on an uncomfortable surface pharynx. I could feel my eyes blurred, I do not know hot surface flutter in the face, or are there other living things lay eyes can only feel the burst of moisture.

first time, I learned to like them, eat a bowl of noodles, drank a bowl of soup, even though I support a stomachache. But the first time I could feel my heart is very full, very satisfied.

While eating a bowl of ramen is 8 dollars, but I know the food is very expensive. It is not just spend their days living expenses; for me to get more than belly full stomach, but I never had the appreciation and understanding. No matter how much money it can not buy, nor is the grace for all people; that value is only human nature only.

I think this is my most expensive so far had ever eaten a meal, it really is a luxury, it is expensive.

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a lazy afternoon, my friends call me that to, when I heard his story, I was petrified I do not know what he said was not true, it could not hear clearly how things happened in the end, I only know that the man next door I was caught into the public security bureau of experts. .

friends stop the blame me, how would people like to work, dissatisfaction among words, no doubt, I asked him to help find this job, things ended up this way now, he was the company before the boss has lost face. . Listening to his disgust of the hang, I know, that friend be gone after, let alone help to find that his description of the husband and wife work. .

I have no time to care about, this may be something called friendship, also whether there is a complete, and too busy to talk to his friend to apologize, I just want to know how he like? I just want to figure out how things are going in the end. I subconsciously even more copies of trust in him, I told myself, maybe this is a misunderstanding.

I got my leave in a hurry to get home, run upstairs, knock on the door, but a long time, nobody came to the door. I am a bit lost, I think perhaps woman has been rushed to public safety experts Agency.

my weakness leaning there, looking at my door next door, suddenly sad together. I saw a note stuck on my door, I ran over, removed, is the woman's words left me. Above did not say anything, just left a police station's address. I have no time to think about, that they rush to the police station.

get there, I saw two police lecture is on the woman, woman head down, holding back sobs, provocative in the extreme shoulder seems to cry out to suppress the voice. Also sat next to a middle-aged women. Middle-aged women that frequent the frowning, as much as possible so that body to one side by, for fear that a little old woman with her tainted her clothes. I rushed over, pulled his arm woman asked: What happened in the end?

two police first looked at me something thoughtful for a quite a while, and then relaxed tone asked: Are you? I did not watch them at a glance, take care of that: I am ** Evening News journalist, she is my friend, I would like to come by and look at the situation.

two police looked at each other, dubious, but there seems to take the risk, so low-down attitude will no longer lecture the woman growled loudly, and I kind of set on friendship from the past.

I a woman aside and asked her how the matter in the end, where her husband? Woman looked at me, before they ask, tears fell down on the brush, I comfort her not to cry, first things said to me, clearly, we need to.

had something like this, this morning, he was husband to a customer for the company to send data at the bus stop waiting for the bus when the encounter happened, "Speed party" Robbery is a woman of such vehicles package. Women cried desperately pulled his bag, but no one to manage, are scrambling for both sides, stalemate, he saw, without thinking, they rushed to help women won the package. No matter how thieves beat him and even took out a knife, but he pulled the package does not let go, this time the police on duty rushed to the scene, then fled the runaway party.

had something as simple as that, but when police arrived, when he also won the package looked, thought he was robber accomplices, robbed the women asked that, Do you know this man women insisted that did not know, and also stressed: she did not know this man is runaway party associates, or another group of robbers, anyway, she ran up to seize the package. Police apart from anything else, it takes away the men.

as men hurry to send information to customers, how to explain it again, did not endure it when the robbers hit, even the civilian police was also severely beaten meal, so he confessed. He was afraid the company account for delays in the task, had quoted the company's name, thinking that this can only hasten to send someone to the information should be forwarded to the customers, did not expect the company 1, he flew non-recognition unit man, that he flew was fired.

police notified his wife, his wife came, would be characterized as: robbers family. Were kept in the lecture, also asked her to report the problem. She scared do not know what to say, a blank mind, if I do not come, she really did not know how to do?

After listening to her description, I am coming up on an undetermined origin. I turned to the woman next to: What, you're a victim? I would like to interview you, this is my work documents. Women's stunned, overwhelmed at me, I ignore her somehow, to continue to ask: Please describe in detail the circumstances, why do you help you to identify the person who won the package also robbers, why do you can not think that he is to help you take back the package from the hands of criminals people?

women, looked at me, looked at the police, slow, and stammered to say: how can there be such good people? These days, who busybody ah? Is he afraid of death? If he really helped me, he is the mental problems are not fools. pol. ice listening, and nodding his head, it seems that she said is a normal person should do.

look at their natural course of expression, I am angry, I yelled up: If he is a robber accomplices, why the robbers beat him? What if he also wanted to rob you, why pol. ice to the do not run? In pol. ice to that would be before he can grab your stuff and run? What you something less? What he hit you? Have witnesses to prove that he is grab your bag in What? You pol. What ice evidence that he is the robber? Because he did not the city's account? Or because he was wearing gorgeous enough? A risk their lives to help you people, that you should also accused him of robbers? If you are wronged, you what?

I took a deep breath: you have no evidence in the case, on the arrests, the illegal detention, and you this is illegal! I pointed to the woman: you so Bushihaodai fail to distinguish the good guys bad guys, What you do not feel ashamed? Do you have education, your children, things to do with them? Inaccessible?

stunned everyone there, do not speak, I know, in such a disorder, Moral Degeneration, Renxinbugu the city, in this one, not between people with a little bit cold temperature of society, you are such a bully, I ignore the climate, no one has come to believe that good, and no one would believe it was selfless to help others, even when you go to do a kind of conscience do you think worthy of of things, in the eyes of most people, it becomes your best coat of hypocrisy. Stigmatized, being wronged, was frame, is not nothing new.
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